errant_jane: (JDM No Words)
All my stories are now archived at [community profile] storiesimadeup (the masterlist for that can be found here), so you can find everything* there! But I haven't deleted the stuff originally posted here, so here's is a quick reference to all of my fic**:

Supernatural Fic )

Supernatural Coda Fics )

CW RPS )

Other )

Original Fiction )

Metaish )

* The exception to this is unfinished WiPs. They are all still here, but not over there.

**I am not always so great about keeping this super up-to-date, but my "stories i make up" tag covers all fic that I write.
errant_jane: (SAMANDDEAN Heart-to-heart)
I have recently been doing a SPN rewatch, as you do this time of year. Consequentially, I have been spewing SPN meta all over [livejournal.com profile] laulan via email (and after all that, she offered to beta this for me <333), so I figured I might as well do an actual post about it, seeing as how Rex Manning day is nigh upon us. Let's pretend for the moment that I haven't been away from the internet for the past six months. (Hi, I'm still alive!)

Anyway, these are my thoughts on SPN and some of the hows and whys of the story it's telling. These are my Pollyanna opinions (My intention with meta is almost always to make people feel more optimistic about things). Sorry if it gets a little rambling- I have a lot of feelings. YMMV, of course.

The Road So Far... )

Character is Fate )
errant_jane: (Roadside Heart-to-hearts)
This isn't really meta so much as general thoughts I had upon rewatching the episode. Now that I'm not bouncing around like a chinchilla hopped up on coffee and Pixy Stix, I think I can take a stab at coherency.

Read more... )

OH!! Another thing! On Dean in general and his super-special snowflakeness - I was watching the end of Devil's Trap the other night (don't judge me) and I realized that, save for Jesse's momma when she's giving birth, the only times we've seen people overcome demonic possession is to keep themselves from killing Dean (John, Bobby, Sam...) IDK that I have it in me to develop meta on that, but I think it's interesting.
errant_jane: (Roadside Heart-to-hearts)
And, let's face it, the "psychotically" as well...

Note: Okay, so I've been promising (or threatening, possibly) to write a crazy essay about Sam's love for Dean for awhile. In light of recent events (S6!Sam, the [livejournal.com profile] wincon panel, [livejournal.com profile] missyjack's Sam meta, and my own S6!Sam thoughts), I finally sort of got to it. I'm pretty sure there are a ton of things I meant to say that I've left out. Some of this I've said various other places, and I talked about it so much at wincon, I'm not entirely sure what came from whom anymore. Regardless, this is a subject that's been near and dear to my heart since S1. Thank you to [livejournal.com profile] balefully for reading this over for me and making sure it's at least semi-coherent.

From the beginning of the series, I have pretty much loved both Sam and Dean with equal fervor. I'm basing this on the fact that I've never come away from an episode feeling like one of them got shafted in favor of the other. I also always found John sympathetic (but that's a whole other essay). That being said, I often feel like Sam tends to get the short end of the stick in fandom. There seems to be this perception that he doesn't love Dean as much as Dean loves him, and I just don't think that's true. It's safe to say Sam's world is as focused on Dean as Dean's is on Sam. Just because it is not in the same way does not mean it's any less intense. Or psychotic.

Stick with me here... )
errant_jane: (Cavalry Impala)
First off, Coda - Notes: Usually my codas are gen, but this one is not so much. While it is not exactly Sam/Dean, it is Wincesty and R-rated. Also, the views of the POV character do not necessarily reflect the views of the writer. Okay, I think that's it.

Now, I have some thoughts on Sam )

Also, because I already uploaded it for [livejournal.com profile] dafnap, have a S3!Dean song. People keep telling me I'm no good, people keep telling me I'm no use/ I keep breathing in and breathing out, walking in a dead man's shoes.
errant_jane: (Fascinating)
Here's what happens when I have no internet access at work and very little supervision for the day. I meta! Sort of.

So, about the collective panty-bunch... )

ETA: Ahahahaa, right. So then I read what [livejournal.com profile] missyjack wrote, so I guess I could also just go with "What she said!"
errant_jane: (Fascinating)
Today we are going to see Clash of the Titans! \o/

Anyway, I have brief thoughts wrt Winchester family dynamics that developed from last night's drunken pontifications with Kassie: spoilers for 5x16 )

So, yeah. I might have more thoughts later. I'M SURE YOU'RE EXCITED.
errant_jane: (Fascinating)
Okay, fl! I know I'm a little late to the game, but OMG SHOW!! Let's discuss, shall we? SPN 5x13: Thoughts- I haz them! )
errant_jane: (BDS Happy Place)
I had occasion recently to link someone to the sunscreen thing and it got me thinking. I'm sure that there are approximately half a billion of these for fandom, but whatever. Here's mine!

Fangirls of the internets:

Get a laptop.

If I could offer you only one tip for fandom, a laptop would be it. The portable benefits of laptops have been proven by con-goers everywhere, whereas the rest of my advice has no basis more reliable than my own fannish experience. I will dispense this advice now.

Enjoy the power and freedom of your fannish persona. Oh, never mind. You will not understand the power and freedom of your fannish persona until real life causes you to take a fandom hiatus. But trust me, in the middle of RL bullshit, you'll look back at your post-episode reactions and recall in a way you can't grasp now how much fun you really had. You are not as cynical as you imagine.

Don't worry about being wanked. Or worry, but know that worrying is as effective as trying to apply logic to shipper wars. The real wank is apt to be something that never crossed your worried mind, the kind that blindsides you the first time you check your inbox after posting something offhand and walking away from your computer for four hours on some idle Tuesday.

Read a story every once in awhile that scares you.

Post.

Don't be reckless with other people's fanworks. Don't put up with people who are reckless with yours.

Feedback.

Don't waste your time hating BNFs. Sometimes you're part of the "in" crowd, sometimes you think they’re douchebags. The internet is huge and, in the end, they’re just fangirls like everybody else.

Remember anonlove comments you receive. Ignore the anon hate memes completely. If you succeed in doing this, tell me how.

Keep your old icons. Throw away your old flames.

Go to [livejournal.com profile] wincon.

Don't feel guilty if you don’t like everyone your friends like. The most interesting people I know have some crazy-ass, wanky fangirl friends. Some of the most interesting people I know are crazy-ass wanky fangirls. ♥

Get perspective on the things that irritate you from your friends. Be kind to the people you disagree with. You never know when it might be your head on a pike.

Maybe you'll rise to BNFdom, maybe you won't. Maybe you'll write a popular series, maybe you won't. Maybe your vids will go largely ignored, maybe you're fanart will be linked to all over the place. Whatever you do, don't congratulate yourself too much, or berate yourself either. Fandom reaction isn’t always the best measure of the quality of your art. A lot is based on people’s kinks.

Enjoy the dirtiness of your imagination. Use it every way you can. Don't be afraid of it or of what other people think of your kinks. I guarantee there’s a fangirl out there pervier than you are.

Make up stories, even if you only ever tell them to yourself.

Read the highly-rec’d stories, even if you don't end up liking them.

Do not read [livejournal.com profile] fandomsecrets. It will only make you feel bitter.

Get to know your friendslist. You never know when they'll fuck off to Star Trek. Be nice to your friends from previous fandoms. They're your best link to your past and the people most likely to read your stories in the future.

Understand that lj friends come and go, but with a precious few you should hold on. Work hard to bridge the gaps in fandoms and favored pairings, because the older you get, the more you need the people who knew you when you were a crazy Clexer.

Skim Fandom_Wank once in awhile, but stop before it makes you angry. Read icanhascheezburger.com, but leave before it makes you speak lolcats indefinitely. Comment.

Accept certain inalienable truths: People are bad about leaving feedback. There will be wank over hiatus. You, too, will become a Bitter Old Fandom Queen. And when you do, you'll fantasize that when you were young, fangirls left glorious feedback, hiatus was for porn and fanbrats respected their resident BOFQs.

Respect your resident BOFQ.

Don't make sweeping proclamations that you’ll never cross line "x". Maybe you only write gen fic. Maybe you still love your original OTP. But you never know when the CW will premiere a new show that makes you want to ship two brothers so hard it hurts.

Don't mess too much with your lj name or people will become hopelessly confused as to who you actually are.

Be careful whose meta you buy, but be patient with those who supply it. Meta is a valid use of that English degree. Dispensing it is a way of fishing out the best parts of your show, stringing together the overarching themes, putting them into essay form and persuading people to see the show the way you do. (You don’t have to be right, you just have to be convincing!)

But trust me on the laptop.
errant_jane: (JDM No Words)
Okay, my head is all fuzzy and muddled. My roommate has been sick for a week and I suspect I shall wake up tomorrow feeling wretchedly pathetic. Which is to say, I'm not entirely sure how coherent this is. JSYK.

Warning: I'm generally a chipper cheerful "glass half-full" kind of girl, especially wrt Show. While I try very hard not to rain on anybody's fannish glee parade, I will occasionally go all Pollyanna Sunshine on fandom's rainy parade. This is me being aggressively gleeful.

ETA: Spoilers for 5x09 - none for future episodes, plz!

There will come a day when fandom stops surprising me. Today is not that day. )
errant_jane: (Golden Unicorn)
Notes: There was this panel at Wincon called How Not to Be a Jerk on the Internet (with the lovely and brilliant [livejournal.com profile] kirbybits, [livejournal.com profile] spookshowbaby, [livejournal.com profile] drvsilla and [livejournal.com profile] sparkymonster as panelists) which I enjoyed immensely. This is my essay-interpretation of said panel, because I am the geek who enjoys writing essays. Mostly this was done to amuse myself and [livejournal.com profile] ethrosdemon. In that order.

This is based on that panel which means I can't take credit for the brilliant ideas, but it was put into my words, so if you have issues, it was probably my bad. However, I'll have you know, lurkers totally support me in email.


How not to be a jerk on the internet and other important life lessons )
errant_jane: (Golden Unicorn)
I woke up at 7:15 this morning. Yeah, that's more like it. *sighs*

I've been thinking about doing this since 5x01 aired because I remember that not everyone interacts with their media in the same way and I am a firm believer that one is responsible for one's own fannish bliss. So this is a statement of where my fannish bliss comes from (a.k.a. self-indulgent wankery, it's what the internet is for, right?). Let me say this again in a separate paragraph:

This is about my personal feelings wrt Supernatural and how I interact with it on a fannish level.

So, here's what you can expect from me this season )

In other news, I had a dream last night that I was talking to my cousin and she told me that Misha had done some sort of guest speaker thing at her kids' elementary school. My first thought to this was, "Of course Misha would be good with kids!" My second was, "Wait, he didn't say anything inappropriate, did he?"

Oh, brain. You do amuse me!
errant_jane: (Golden Unicorn)
Some thoughts on 5x02
Note: Sorry. Was listening to the Killers again. Again? Still...

Boy, one day you'll be a man )
errant_jane: (Golden Unicorn)
Some thoughts on 5x01
Note: Subject line and cuttag are indicative of nothing but the fact that I was listening to the Killers this morning.

Over and in, last call for sin )
errant_jane: (Golden Unicorn)
Warning: The following contains spoilers through S2 episode 9

Hi, there, True Blood, I'm glad you could join me. Do you know why I called you here today? No? Well, I've been reviewing your S1 and S2 performance and I have a progress report. My credentials? Well, no, I have not read the books upon which you were based, but I have seen TV before. Yes, yes, that does make me more than qualified. I'm glad you agree.

Maybe you ought to sit down. We have some things to discuss.

Let's start off with Sookie and Bill, shall we? )
errant_jane: (Pin-up Girl)
This started out as True Blood commentary and turned into a thing about Mary Sues. I guess I'll do TB commentary later?

Mary Sues aren't inherently evil )

Whatevs. I'm almost halfway through S2. More general thoughts in another post.
errant_jane: (Making it Up)
Here's the drabble I did at work today:

The day Castiel meets Dean, he feels doubt for the first time. It's Dean's despair at the thought that God might actually exist that cuts through him. For most people, it is comfort. For Dean, it throws everything he knows into question, that God would let people suffer so, that God would want Dean out of hell.

His doubt triggers Castiel's, sharp and unexpected.

But it's not Dean's doubt that breaks him. After that, he fortified himself against it. It is the moment he realizes Dean trusted him. Castiel never had any hope of defending himself against Dean Winchester's faith.

***

Which led to my musings about why I want to, but can't quite hop fully onboard the Dean/Castiel ship. (Which is not to say I'm opposed to it. I fully acknowledge that these are my own issues and I'm certainly not trying to derail anyone else's enjoyment of the ship. Cool?) Cut for my rambling reservations and general character thoughts. This is as close to meta as I get... )
errant_jane: (SamBarfDemons)
So, today at work we were talking about Sam and Dean, as you do.

Sam and Dean tend to handle things in a slightly different manner, I think )

This thought amused me for a good three hours, anyway. Some days that is all you can ask for.

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