So much porn, so little time...

[errant_jane]

I am torn, friends. I spent an entirely delightful afternoon reading this fic and, yeah. *happy sigh*

Now I must decide what to do next.

Do I do workstuffs and set this bitch up? (Yeah, two replies is totally enough for me! OMFG YOU GUYS I REQUIRE SO LITTLE ENCOURAGEMENT IT'S EMBARRASSING!!)

Do I try and write more? (the problem with this is all of the people that I subject to my writing process normally audience for me are NOT ON THE CHATS!!)

Do I work my way through this rec list and just glut myself on Dean/Castiel fic?

Do I just sit here and spastically refresh the internets and hop they provide me with something more amusing? I JUST DON'T KNOW!!!

In other news, am I the only one who thinks that Wonderwall is the quintessetial Dean/Castiel song? I mean, c'mon:

Today is gonna be the day
That they're gonna throw it back to you
By now you should've somehow
Realized what you gotta do
I don't believe that anybody
Feels the way I do about you now

Backbeat the word was on the street
That the fire in your heart is out
I'm sure you've heard it all before
But you never really had a doubt
I don't believe that anybody feels
The way I do about you now

And all the roads we have to walk are winding
And all the lights that lead us there are blinding
There are many things that I would
Like to say to you
But I don't know how

Because maybe
You're gonna be the one that saves me
And after all
You're my wonderwall

Today was gonna be the day
But they'll never throw it back to you
By now you should've somehow
Realized what you're not to do

I don't believe that anybody
Feels the way I do
About you now

And all the roads that lead you there were winding
And all the lights that light the way are blinding
There are many things that I would like to say to you
But I don't know how

I said maybe
You're gonna be the one that saves me
And after all
You're my wonderwall

I said maybe
You're gonna be the one that saves me
And after all
You're my wonderwall

Yeah, okay. I got nothing.

Comments

[rhiannonhero.livejournal.com]

Ooooh, that does sound wonderfully epic. I like the brand of Castiel's hand. That's a very nice touch. TPTB of that show clearly love fangirls!!! :D

So, back to the sex, when you say a deft hand, are you saying that the basis for the sex would absolutely have to be love and not lust?

And how does Dean feel about Castiel?

[errant-jane.livejournal.com]

Yes! He pulled him from hell and left his mark!!! TPTB love us in a very real way. It's actually somewhat absurd. I was telling a friend that SPN is like the refugee show for battered Buffy, Angel, and SV fans. All, "Shhh, it will be okay. Look at what we have made for you, fangirls!!"

Hmmm. It is complicated, because I think at this point Castiel is absolutely devoted to Dean, but Sam is top top #1 in Dean's heart (not even saying this from a Wincest perspective. Just, y'know, wholly who Dean is. He is Sam's big brother and his life is about protecting Sam.)

Castiel is utterly alien in a lot of ways, and Dean absolutely does not trust Team Heaven. But he really wants to trust Castiel (imo) and cares about him more than he wants to admit to himself.

In one of the last episodes of the season, Castiel gets yanked out of his vessel and back to Heaven for a smackdown because he starts caring for Dean too much (canon!). When he gets back in his vessel, he basically tricks Dean into giving his allegiance to the angels. Hence their break-up in the clip.

Their entire storyline has gone through a pretty classic romance arc, actually.

But, yeah. There are some pretty heavy issues wrt dirty porn fic, such as their serious trust issues. Because a relationship built on lies and deceit is doomed to fail!! This is not to mention that there's still another soul bouncing around in the (very pretty!) body Castiel is inhabiting. And also the impending Apocalypse.

[rhiannonhero.livejournal.com]

Yes, the consent issues alone in that situation sound very sketchy.

I'm seriously sitting here kind of cracking up because the difference between our current fandom obsessions is like...hilarious. Like totally hilarious.

I mean, you're like, "Apocalyptic angst, Rhi!!!! Don't ya want it????" And I'm like, "Happy canonical gleeful joyful pretty boy sex!!! Apocalyptic angst, um, what??"

LOL! :D

[errant-jane.livejournal.com]

Sketchy, but not completely unworkable. Castiel can, for example, visit Dean in his dreams (canon!!! they love us so much!!!)

Right? It is making me laugh so hard!!! Oh, us!!