Blah blah blah, is it time for SPN yet?

[errant_jane]

Yesterday I spent most of the day angry and feeling VERY SORRY for myself (fun fact: I do not deal well with feeling embarrassed. If I am reminded of a time when I embarrassed myself horribly, even if it's been awhile, it's as bad as if it just happened. Beware wounded Aries pride...). It happens sometimes.

But then I went to Happy Hour with my girls and one of them had TOTALLY AWESOME news to share and it was great!!!

Then I woke up at three a.m. feeling horrible and vommity. (fun fact #2: this is why I don't drink.)

So I'm feeling quite angry about having to work today. I would rather curl up in bed for another six hours or so. Bleh. But, hey! New show tonight!!

In the meantime, here's that meme going around (ganked from rhythmsextion) because, well, because! (All my fic can be found in my master post):

Pick a paragraph (or any passage less than 500 words) from any fanfic I've written, and comment to this post with that selection. I will then give you a DVD commentary on that snippet: what I was thinking when I wrote it, why I wrote it in the first place, what's going on in the character's heads, why I chose certain words, what this moment means in the context of the rest of the fic, lots of awful puns, and anything else that you'd expect to find on a DVD commentary track.

Annnnnnnnd, now I'm totally going to be late for work. POOR POOR ME!!! Whatever, it's Thursday.

Comments

[thandie.livejournal.com]

even if it's been awhile, it's as bad as if it just happened
OMG I do the same! I even have bad embarrassing memories from JUNIOR high school, I mean I was like 12! And I feel bad about it all over again...^^'

I have no idea how many words is this, I liked so much that at this time I didn't know what was going on with Jared:
So, here he is, sitting on too-small a couch between Jared and Jensen like the world's most awkward first date, watching a movie that he could cheerfully never see again. When he thinks that it couldn't possibly get anymore ridiculous, Jensen falls asleep and Jared starts vibrating next to him like he snorted a handful of pixie stix.

Misha fishes for something to say to ease the waves of tension that are coming off of Jared, only he has absolutely no idea what the cause is, and therefore doesn't have a clue as to how to get rid of it. Jensen has made it explicitly clear that what's going on between them is none of Jared's business, which is fine by Misha. He's not exactly eager to have the, "what are your intentions" conversation with Jared Padalecki. For one thing, he'd have to figure out what his intentions are beyond sex, which won't happen until after sex.

PS: this is my way of asking for more of this 'verse, in case I was being TOO subtle ;)

[rhythmsextion]

Because I am OBSESSED with this particular coda. It hurts SO DAMN GOOD. How you say so much in so few, GORGEOUS words amazes me and always always leaves me wanting more. SO TELL ME EVERYTHING ABOUT THIS.



"This won't last forever." Sam doesn't mean to echo Dean's statement. It comes out of its own volition.

"Yeah," Dean says, and Sam wonders what it is Dean thinks he's referring to.

He's not even sure it's clear in his own mind. He wants to be referring to Dean's pain, their impending war, the nightmares at the very least. In one deeply cynical moment, Sam thinks he might only be talking about this temporary truce of theirs, here under the blankets of one bed.

Dean rolls on top of him, sudden and fierce and Sam gives a startled bark of laughter. "Dean," he says calmly, because Dean doesn't want that. Not really. If he did Sam would give it to him, if he thought it might actually help.

"Yeah," Dean says again, sighs and rolls off.

Sam moves back onto his side and cups Dean's face in his hand. He kisses the corner of Dean's mouth and Dean relaxes against him, opens his mouth when Sam kisses him again.

[ethrosdemon.livejournal.com]

Wait, I thought this was a citrus slash journal. I'm reporting you to the internet police for not providing me lime/lemon slash.

[errant-jane.livejournal.com]

I feel like maybe you're confusing sympathy with harassment. As soon as I started writing lemon/lime fic you know you'd be all, "Evs, I've moved on to lemon/grapefruit" ANYWAY!!

[tenaciousmetoo.livejournal.com]

Aries do it too, eh? And here I thought it was a speshul Libra quality. *hugs*

[errant-jane.livejournal.com]

Hee!! I think the difference is that Libras over-analyze everything and Aries over-analyze the stuff about themselves. We're very self-involved. *hugs back*